MEMORY KEEPING: Write down something you are stressed about
I am mostly stressed about myself or probably my life in its entirety. Everyday has always been like a rerun. You wake up and do the same things you did the other day. There is no excitement anymore. There is no adrenaline-charged giddiness. No events, no places, no people, no things to look forward to. I stressed about it cause it feels like living with no enthusiasm for some time now ─ when eagerness is a lifeline, but you don’t have it. I stressed about being impatient. I get annoyed at waiting, and I stressed about getting annoyed. Same old thing. Every time I open a book and I read the first line, my eyes are struggling to go to the other lines or the lines on the next page and this mentally strains me. I am impatient also when nothing really big or new or exciting happens on Chapter 1 or 2 so I just drop the book right away. And for some months now, I wasn’t able to finish a book. With Democracy missing and Yeukah’s death, I was emotionally crippled. I am no...
